>>5725842>>177483295the most difficult bit of me was trying to find my own tune. One can clearly see that the direction which the majority of the people are going towards is not very good. High divorce rates, high rates of std's and one night stands. I did not want this at all. So in a way I granted my "lack of social crap" acceptance in some way.
The problem with all of this is thought that even the ancients, as virtuous as they may be, still would have sought a solution to fuck women, perhaps one, perhaps two, perhaps many. I dont know. But it is obvious to me that trying to find this right wing way, the way the commoners act, and my current ways are all quite different.
I basically have no excuse to be too much alone, people skills, even without the fucking seem pretty reasonable to want to obtain. But obviously one has to find places without vices. More upstanding places perhaps. Not among the common rabble. Which requires dosh, money...which I have been trying to get. I have been raking my brain lately as to which places to find...art places, places with upper class people, be they leftists or something else...but one has to adapt to these places as well. Try to get their tastes. Try to get their mindset...I have yet an idea as to how this can be done but I have granted myself leeway, time to go towards these things and to try to abandon the PC.
I started going more into books, trying to dance on the tune of
http://homescreenzero.com/counter-programming-a-brain-retraining-guide-for-heavy-internet-users/but on some days I lack transportation, or perhaps just energy to go about. The problem is quite stupid too...in my workplace there is a woman who is quite degenerate, but also quite cute. And being near her basically makes my mind go crazy. To such an extent in which I dont even know what to do anymore. She is a good motivator to leave my pc tho, and to go outside, to get an outside perspective.
But srsly anon. You are completely right.
