>>7430069tl;dr - Holy fuck! Go for it!
Let's think about this for a moment.
Your grandparents have setup a situation for you in which you're guaranteed to spread your genes and have the biggest expense of your life (likely) taken care of.
>I am kissless virgin have have never experienced "love".That was me as well.
Wanna know how that changed?
I quit watching porn and what do you know, all of the internal mechanisms (love) designed by nature (or God, if you prefer) to produce offspring just happened.
I am now happily married with a son about to be born any day now.
He's actually a couple days past his due date.
Anyways, Love™ is a lot like Science™.
Hilariously misrepresented.
The feelings of love ebb and flow.
Some days, I'll hear my wife eating (she's a very loud eater) and it'll upset me so much I have to go into another room.
Other days, my wife looks so classically beautiful that she looks as if she stepped right off the set of Casa Blanca.
>I don't want to lose my freedom.What are you using your "freedoms" for?
How have you used them in the past?
Be honest.