>>15854519Of course she didn't. And there's no possibility of it in the future? Or just any means of going, at all. Like I said, ask and demand for it. I get the feel myself, it does just sound hopeless and incredibly bothersome at the state you're in, and laziness is what it is, but you really can still make it and you should realize that. It's just that it's not gonna happen on it's own.
Because you've been neglected so badly doesn't mean that you can't be happy still, by your own effort. I'm sure that you want it. It's hard, but go for it before it's too late.
And, please stop doing what people on imageboards tell you to. The attention isn't worth it, these places can seriously make your life worse, it's not even ironic.