>>16915942>she has a career and brings cash home and I'm working as a cashier and trying to finish uni. We took a mortgage together and we planned kids in the future after everything was set. There's one problem tho. I stopped being in love with her and the affair killed whatever love i had for her forever.Sorry to be cruel here. You are a parasite, you are a liar, you are a cheat, you are utter and complete scum and need to seriously re-evaluate your approach to life. Feel bad for your wife..she's supporting you and helping you, and you betray her. You betray her every day by taking her money and smiling, lying to her when you say you love her, all because you can't stand on your own two feet and look after yourself. This is junkie-tier behaviour. Your poor wife.
You could've left your wife, told her you didn't love her, and then sleep with this other woman. You did not. Like a parasite you keep your host around to provide for you while you see someone else behind her back.
Do the decent thing and tell the truth. It will break her heart. Then spend the rest of your stupid life becoming a better man.