>>14446615i find myself so embittered from women i honestly don't see a future where i get married or even have a live in gf. i hate them, years of having to prove myself to girls in my circle just to get dumped quickly, having to spend countless hours getting in shape, fat girls on tinder that are beneath me accusing me of rape when i won't be their bf. i don't know how i'm supposed to not hate them at this point. i'm still attracted to them but why would i want to share my life with a creature that cares so little about me? i'm having a hard time reconciling this as someone who is fairly conservative, it goes against basic trad living