>>3353523Back in like 2007, I met a girl on /b/. I was a stupid 19 year old, and she was 18. She was heeeeavily into serious masochism and submission. The shit that girl let me do to her makes me sick to my stomach now, but I was a skinnyfag and felt generally insecure about myself. Dominating a cute girl made me feel powerful. She'd go into a trance-like state once the pain really got going. She couldn't say any words, and she'd just look at me with an abominable worshipful expression on her face, even when I was shoving my fist up her ass. Eventually she'd get to a point where she wouldn't even make noises of pain, and then I knew I had to hurry up and come because we were getting to a dangerous place.
That girl was totally fucked, and we split up amicably. She told me I helped her work out a bunch of issues and that after a session, her mind was clear of the anxiety that clouded her thoughts most of the time. I completely lost my taste for anything BDSM-related after that.
My main theory on it right now is that women crave a dominant man, but since feminism tells them that being anything but equal is shameful, they have to couch their desires into some consent-obsessed whips-and-chains painfest where they pretend they're in control of their actions.
