>>12181516I am, because after an almost 3 year consistant binger, ie: have literally been drunk to black out drunk every night for the past 3 years, my body is so fucked up beyond attainable belief of restoration. I went through a 2 week alcohol detox at the hospital, apparently you can die from cold turkey, never knew that fucking shit, nobody told me that, fucking christ. That's 500 dollars down the fucking drain. Could have been discharged earlier but they wanted me to take benzo pills? Did some internet research and those are just as addictive, like what the absolute fuck is our medical system? So I am now recovering from an almost 24 case a night, 3 year binge session, at almost 300lbs starting, lost about 40lbs in 3 days. Fluid retention.. again, they never teach this shit to you, and that 40lbs was the easy part. I'm now 2 and a half months in, eating fucking non-starch (like potatoes and rice basically) plants now. It's fucking torture. Trying to get my cardio up through exercise again, I am so fucking disappointed in myself, spent the last 3 years blind as fuck. Do NOT drink alcohol, just don't. It's not alpha at all.
