>>18680263Yes you and others here really had such impact on my life, before i came here i had nothing, nothing. Some people just suffer more than others, some people have lives full of pain and suffering, I don't expect you to understand it but i don't blame you
And yes i often used to think about suicide and i still do now, only time i was truly happy and believed everything would go right was when i was talking with you, (before the drama of course, which i admit was my mistake), you made my life worth living. I'll always remember that time as only period of my life when i was happy. Please, give me another chance