>>6715639Wew, thanks. I thought for a second I stepped over the line and I'd get your undying internet rage over me. Thing is I'm not just speaking out of my ass bro I've been, and still am sort of in the same position. I've lost a lot of people too and I know how it feels to want to keep your distance. Dig your own pit deeper however you want man, sooner or later you are bound to hit your own personal bottom. It definitely won't be pleasant, but at any rate it will be an experience. Just don't btfo life, that's the boring way out. Even if life can't be enjoyable, it can always be interesting. Best of luck bro