>>7723973I am responsible but I didn't want to play life on easy mode I was so afflicted by social anxiety and self hatred in highschool I was regularly cutting myself, burning myself and contemplating suicide instead of going there. I've finally come out the other side of those intense emotions but a decade too late. I have my highschool finished thank non-existent god and a loving supportive family but nothing else. At least I'm not dead though. I don't think they hire dead people.