>>7429206Friend, what do you know so far about your condition? I'm sure you have already studied dozens of sources about this rather unexpected predicament you've got yourself into - hopefully not from a bad way of living.
I'm just gonna say that right now - it won't be easy without a miracle - it's going to be sad, with sacrifices and most likely changes of planes for the up ahead future.
There's still so much to discover on this field of medicine, so much that could help you out tomorrow or next week and when people say that hope dies last, they really mean it, because it can s͇a͇v͇e͇ ͇l͇i͇f͇e͇s͇.
I know personally somebody who beat cancer in their prime moments of life, a guy who "didn't had time for cancer" and couldn't leave the initial shock of the denial for a long time that could've been spent so much better..
And you know what? If I were to ask him right now, if he - from all his heart - holds grief towards that episode of his past, I have no idea what would be his answer. Because it changed him and it's really not that hard to debate if that was for worse or better*.
It's really not fuckin' easy, but it's doable - and moreso with every year.
I'm sure you will have a lot of time to contemplate on this - on everything, in fact.
But whatever kind of thoughts there were to haunt your mind, please don't feel alone.
Do you have a good family, Anon..? Do you care for them?
Do they care for you?
*ᴴᵉ'ˢ ᵃ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ᵐᵃᶰ ᵃᶰᵈ ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ʷᵃᶰᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᶦᶰᵏ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ʰᵒʷ ʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘᶫᵈ ᵉᶰᵈ ᵘᵖ ᶦᶠ ᶰᵒᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵘᶰᵖᶫᵉᵃˢᵃᶰᵗ ᵇʳᵃᵏᵉ⋅
