>>11430092You probably wouldn't know if I have killed myself. You would just think I stopped posting. We aren't close or anything. I truly am just a post on your screen and I don't think someone would connect their emotions to a poster after just a few of back and forth posts.
>Anorexia I am anorexic too
>military jail where I've been sexually abused That sounds very bad and it probably a huge challenge to recover from it
>please evaluate your life again My whole life was just in my room. I don't see much value in such a life
>>11430093Cults believe in their teachings as well but if they make false prediction they start to accept as many new members as possible to "validate" their teachings for themselves. You sound the same
>>11430099>OP please don't do something rashI don't see any other way. Maybe I'll start to watch suicide videos so my brain thinks it's oke to do it
