>>9008336ahh might have lost a net friend or two, made some more. might go back to pen friend website.
got so bored decided to epilate leg hair for attention whoring, thing ran out of battery. irl friends all went to bed. they live on other side out country now anyway.
already overdid the anti depressants, they almost worked. really disappointed green tea doesn't cause weight loss the way coffee and cigs do, could have really used an alternative that doesn't make me angsty. kinda wish i could meet the people i talk to online sometimes, live in hicksville. spent all my money. not a great place to be atm ruined my diet too but the fluid retention goes away pretty quick. kind of surreal your pants can go from falling off at beginning of day to just barely fitting just because liver's so backed up. family chewed me out over binge drinking but got over it quick.
overall wasn't terrible day, wasn't great. kind of worried i'm just a burden to some people.
