i want to make vidya content but every time i open the tools i remember how much every one makes fun of me for it and how every time I try, it just ends in heartbreak
unironically, I am reminded of an angel whose sole purpose is to goad on skilled workers into working in whatever it is their field, but only so the angel can laugh at them and call them terrible. I'm not even sure if this is a real angel of christian mythos, or if it's something notable or infamous at all. maybe I came up with it myself -- though I'm sure the concept predates me and someone else has thought of it.
But in my more self-honest moments, my moments of real candidness,
I feel like I am stalked by an angel whose sole job it is to provoke me to do art just to laugh at whatever I make
I'm not a religious person either; this angel thing could just be a general social concept, or maybe I'm more spiritual than I think and believe in some more literal demon, but still
it always feels like there is some angel stalking me whose sole job it is to goad me into doing things just so i can be made fun of for them
>>2440892bethesda didnt make prey
arkane did
bethesda was just the publisher
are you that angel?
