>>15934133And, you do have many reasons to live, I'm sure that you've realized that after coming to your senses. That's just how far low something like this happening can put you down, your emotions simply cloud any line of actual thinking, and you can't do anything about it. Damn. Thank you for not attempting anything worse.
If you're feeling up to it, then you definitely should message them today and try to relax, it'll make you feel a whole lot better. You're not retarded for it anything, it's not your fault that you have such sensitive feelings, just who you are. Simply enjoy it now, the dust has settled. Glad you're somewhat better.
Also, get well soon with your cut. Have you gotten it checked out? If it still hurts after a while, then, I don't know, that just sounds worrying to me for some reason, do consider making sure that it's nothing serious, I hope it isn't.
So, yeah, it's not your fault, and it's just what it is. But, I think you can do things to prevent it in the future. There's a communication problem here, isn't there? Like, if your friend knew that you would be feeling like that over the matter, then, I'm sure that they would've made it an absolute to prevent it. It's just that they couldn't have known. Assuming that you already haven't, what do you think about opening up to them, about how things like this really makes you feel? Do you just think that it would be a burden on them? I'm sure they'd only be happy to help you out if they can, they're your friend after all. And, I don't imagine that they would feel good about it at all, if something like this happened again and they could've prevented it. Isn't it just a bit unfair to not let them know about it, if they're hurting you by accident and not knowing about it? Part 2.
