>>20983924Blud did NOT read the initial post. I said I suck at learning languages, in fact, I have never been able to master a language besides English and German. The only reason I dropped out by the time I was 15 is because I just couldn't put up with learning obligatory French. At the time I coped by thinking I just didn't have the necessary motivation, blah blah blah, but since then I tried to learn multiple languages, and have put serious work into doing it. It always ends with me just being too frustrated with my progress and it just not being a rewarding experience. I can't connect vocabulary, it doesn't stay in my head. It feels like I am missing the necessary framework to cross reference a set of letters to their meaning, let alone the order of letters.