>>13965380I'm sorry but no amount of anime pictures can soften this one up for me.
I really hope this is not a significant amount of money and that your parents love you a lot but what you do is quite degenerate, not matter how you look at it. Even if you were a girl, I don't think this is quite healthy, especially being 20+ years old.
If you don't want to borrow money for fumos, then find a job and spend all of your paycheck on dozens of fumos.