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A couple of years ago i went out with a woman 10 years older then me.
it all started when i was on okay cupid sipping some wine looking at the 35+ column chuckling to myself. looking for humorous meme content.
>want kids, someday
>i am looking to find a man who can handle me
>have kids, just looking for man to step up.
the literal memes. always found it funny.
i even matched with all of them to PROVE even if i wanted to help them, they wouldn't accept it. because they thought they were better than me.
But one match did come back. and after chatting to her for 4 months i thought i'd meet up with her.
any woman who could put up with me for 4 months just chatting was obviously a woman who deserved a date. i am not sure why i did it, boredom? horney? people dying from the wu flu? losing friends? cutting ties with my family? it just felt like the world was dying around me. So i took her out to an art gallery bought her a meal. and we had an alright time, which lead to a 2 year relationship. and people would honestly look at us and she would cover the cost of most if not all of the dates. i felt like i sending messaging being with her. i don't know why, but the looks we got were....interesting.
we split last summer because honestly guys it was freaking me out. i felt like i was dangerously close to becoming pic related. sleeping with someone else wife, going downstairs to eat somebody elses food then driving somebody elses car to do somebody elses job then coming to somebody else home helping somebodies elses kids with thier homework and then finally going to somebody elses bed and fucking somebody else is wife.
i've noticed other guys doing this. even 2 of my friends have randomly started going up with women in thier early 40s. last week i was out and i saw almost all the young fellas were out on dates with women way older then them. I feel like i've done this to people.
is this a good thing i did?
how do i fix it?
