yeah pic related is a brainwashing scheme. i did a poor job. i had something in my mind and lost it. that was what i could retrieve.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKSvu3mj-14it's talking about psychological conditioning and triggering.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zo_uoFI1WXMhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fnXsmXzphIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ohhXyPGzWs