>>11107925i'd care
>>11107930i think it's just the cumulative effect of everything. i used to be underweight, then gained some weight, and now i hate my body. anxiety always made me cringe but I'm too scared to leave the house because there are people outside. that's why I have no friends either. i have a terrible immune system, thus have a chronic flu. nothing takes my mind off of this, because it's just that nothing is enjoyable.
and more and more.
sometimes when all that comes together as one it's hard to fight feeling bad.
