>>3831349I'm not into that.
>>3831358Any friend that I had pretty much gives up on me after a few months.
e.g. the last one I built a computer for him, he paid for the parts and I built it for him, and gave him some spare parts (a hard drive and some fans) so that he wouldn't have to go over-budget.
I helped him find a new home to rent, and he distanced me after starting a conversation about how shitty I felt about everything and how (it pretty much boiled down to) how depressed I was.
I ask him to go out the other day and he said he was 'busy' and shit like this.
Just fucking kill me. At this point I just hope for a girl that will is cute and will care about me, something that will never come. Hell I am not that shitty looking, nor a NEET.
The only thing I can feel for many months now is being drained.
