>>2971636yea well i've been lonely in relationships too, having a nagging gf, or a gf that uses you and fucks you over leads one to isolate themselves, beyond that it's just all fluff and entertainment.
sex lost it's allure and frankly so has most of life, I sleep most of my days away and everyday find myself wishing I didnt wakeup.
I recently moved back to my family home after being on my own for about 6 years. Theres really no meaning in any of it and youre expected to create meaning when you're just waiting to die anyway. Only reason I don't neck myself is because it'd piss off my parents.