>>19506235As much as I know this
And as much as I know that the drawing I spent hours on is only able to hold her attention for about 15 minutes
It's this obsession that makes me actually active
Otherwise I feel completely listless
I don't have anything to look forward too
But even something as simple as
>ANON~ I LUB UAs a reply is enough to motivate me to get out of bed for the next month
I want to larp as an inspired artist who falls into his craft and draws the same women for 10 years, makes everything about her with his obsession
It's just that most women fucking are trash and I don't feel anything about them
I just enjoy the brief moments of interaction where I suddenly feel something that isn't just constant apathy
