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You know I've thought about it every day since they've begun taking volunteers. It weighs on me that I'm here instead of out there fighting a new enemy. I waited so long to fight a force actually worthy of fighting instead of goat fuckers and fag haters in buttfuckistan operating with 80's hardware.
I know that Long Range Murder Leaf already went of his own volition. I feel like I should've joined him. A few of my buds have expressed their desire to band up and pitch in on ticket to Ukraine.
I've got too much here. A job, a family, a wife and a bunch of people that get really scared at the idea of me going over there.
It's like the Call of Cthulhu in that it rings in your mind calling you to the depths of the water with promises of glory and righteous slaughter.
I want to heed the call but I don't have the conviction anymore. I've got responsibilities and people who love me very much. Their love outweighs the staggering weight of the desire to be like that again.
This isn't political. I just want to smell the air filled with gunpowder and hear the roar of CAS as it crashes down on my enemies.
Fuck you Ruskie. Come over here and fight me like a man. That way my wife can get her shots in too.