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Due to external forces, I have come to see things differently, I think it was something I may have needed almost.
But first off I want to start off by saying I am not sure I am comfortable with the weight of the assertion and idea that I am ‘that good’ because with it comes all these expectations and sentiments, I might rather do without. Plus I guess it’s just sort of nauseating to be seen that way.
But I’ve realized, I hadn’t really seen nature captured in such a way before as it was in this series. It seems they took great strides to really do so, and I think the imagery and vision they captured really expressed how I always experienced nature myself. It was really quite the experience. It made me see things in a different light.
I’ve always really deeply felt nature and really enjoyed it, I realized that through the years of struggle, hardship and inner turmoil. I at least was able to deeply enjoy nature. I always sort of felt a connection to nature like it was a living being itself, attempting to commune with you in some way. But it’s some kind of spirituality you don’t encounter too often.
And of course, I didn’t really do any drugs or illicit substances, I was completely clean and sober, for the longest time I only really had about one coffee a day, man-thing. It only really intensified these feelings of euphorbia I would get out in nature, finding that fleeting connection thing. It was really something I tell you. I also loved music really deeply, I loved the beat and the rhythm, I was told I had really good rhythm whatever that meant. I felt like music was possibly everywhere and I grew to really enjoy listening to things. But I liked all aspects that composed of a song, not only one. Like the treble or bass or something. I realized there was probably always music inside of me waiting to get out or so it seemed.
