>>13821062I have been meaning to get back into "magic", ESP, and manifesting. I did it all the time as a child.
Yeah, I knew about SRA / Monarch. That + tons of fucked up people repeatedly coming into my life, plus my own amnesia and other stuff... the doubts seeped in , bit by bit. I often feel like I'm a character in a script and when I'm closing to "waking up" I have this force or sensations urround me, and it feels like if I continue I am going to die.