>>13136932I used to worship Dawkins and Hitchens and regarded Darwin to be the most important person that ever lived. I blindly believed NASA, spent so much time learning about space...imagining life beyond our system. I wanted to believe it so badly, and I did for most of my life.... My soul has been crushed because I have been lied to my entire life about the one thing I wanted to have hope for, and now I can't in good faith believe what I can clearly see isn't true. It's pointless to try to make me unlearn what I have already.
