>>15609925They created the backstory to begin with. I just keep suffering. Everyone has no idea. If things was as easy for me as they see it I wouldn't be spiralling this far down. I think God created me as the ultimate weapon against the world. That somehow I'm just gonna turn into a lunatic occultist who will destroy the entire world.
>>15609936The point is everyone has tried to be "fake positive" with me while I done every uncomfortable thing for everyone else. Going to school despite being autistc and a drop out and neet. Going to meetings only to be bad mouthed. Having the police on me. while i have given so much money to my mom. i was with her on a meeting with a private doctor. helped her get a new car with my money because her old car was very old and very broken down. i kept working my ass off for myself and others and all i get from everyone else is mediocricy. im just fucking trash to them and they just expect me to do things for them and fix myself despite being worse off than everyone else,
