>>10970490I'm 21, not given up. If you are like me you were raised to not have any interests and never supported in anything so just pick any career, even mildly interesting if even that, go study and get a degree for it, start working out, grow your own tobacco, chili, tomatoes whatever you'd like. Call one old friend, female or male, and ask them to grab drinks. visit /fit/ for workout tips. Then get a hobby, /out/ing, /ck/ing, drawing, philosophy, history, maybe go fulll on /fit/ or just anything, again (assuming) because of how you were raised just pick any, even mildly interesting and dedicate few hours every day for it and you'll have a 'thing' for yourself that you will always be able to talk about. Gather people around you, again assuming if you are like me you were a shit friend and was consuming the friendships rather than building them. Make plans with your people and start building a network. Learn vasic manners, how to introduce yourself and your friends etc. Fuck maybe just hang out with your brother if you have one. Avoid video games unless you can play it with with someone in same room. What all humans crave in the end is human connection and being able to create something of your own. It's never ended before it eventually does.