>>11155386just went to a college visit but it's not something that excites me
someone i used to talk to often isn't the type of person i thought he was, and doesn't care for me as much as i did for him. he's nice enough to offer to talk with me, but it seems very forced now
this is why i feel bored and alone and no motivation
i'm sorry to be so negative like this.. wish i could say things were better