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>woke up at about 10 am
>don't plan to go to work today
>read a history book in bed instead of browsing the internet on my phone
>my everythingstential crisis was flaring up badly (it always does when I try to do anything "productive")
>"I should be reading a different book. I should read right now for 5 hours to show myself I have good concentration, no, for 2 hours to spread my reading over many days and show I have patience. I should stop reading at the end of chapters. If I'm not 100 % interested in this book then I'm a cuck for reading it. I'm a cuck for reading what other people tell me is important. I should be learning maths right now because it is more fundamental edge. I forgot any maths I learn because I don't use it, I should just learn things as I need them. I shouldn't feel bad because the huge majority of people do nothing of worth, even most rich and famous people. If I even read books it puts me within the top 30 % of society"
>and so on
>the idea of the consumercuck / producerbull dichotomy really made me sad as well
>reading is a consumercuck activity
>learning maths or other intellectual things that require non-trivial thinking is not quite being a consumercuck but is nothing to be proud of, it's the bare fucking minimum
>now eating food
I won't go on about it but you get the idea
