>>11852812>financial stance filterhow, every modern human relation is centred around spemding, I can't call somebody to come home where we can drink coffee for free, eat debatably better food in any restaurant effectively for free, watch most movies currently available for free on a bigass flat screen tv and we don't have to walk a mile between the places
yet people still go to coffee and restaurants and clubbing and to cinema and I just can't afford any of that shit
theres nothing to improvr or fix I already clocked out everything, my machine is working at 110% and yet I barely move a finger throughout the day, I'm a ticking time bomb that can't stand the outside pressure and at some point I'm gonba explode
I can't live on my own
I can't live period, I'm artificially sustained by lesser people that keep me going for selfish reasons, I'd be dead in a matter of days if I was stuck in some other medium
theres not much pointbin running, I'd just be wasting energy that way
it's over, it's always been, been like this for years, maybe theres something that could've been done back when i was 15 but back then I sorely lacked wisdom and patience I have now, hell even with it I doubt there'd be any saving of what's been sistematically broken throughout the ages, you can't exactly stop the cycle that's already run it's course
>>11852892no
>>11852919I'm not shitting my pants canada
>>11853346based on what
