>>15186912>either you work your ass off to get some stuff done and be happy with them>be happy with them>h a p p yWhere can I find enjoyment in something that, with all lights, tells me all the time "you are useless, you dont know, you are a failure, you are stupid". Because that's all I get from tests. Previously to this last two weeks, I d try my best, ask teachers, ask helpers, ask people who are good in the area, and nothing. Absolutely nothing. I failed anyways, so after failing so many times, over and over, I got kind of sick from this shit, I m fed up .I cant do this anymore. I fucking hate it. I suck at it. Where's the reward in any of this but to end up kicked out of college for being a retard, plus debt???
Fuck this. Why I dont feel like killing myself yet???
>Seriously weon>weonFuck you
I m already set in my path to doom. So be it. I hope I reach to the point where I can no longer take it so I finally can end it all for good.
