>>10415350no, no.... well okay I have no idea what buerrocracy dictates what does and does not fly
sociology just goes into "why do this to people, and why do people act like this", psychology isn't really necessary as long as you don't wonder what other people are thinking
>oh fuck it's been that longwell technically I had my first burst of "wan die" at age 8, but at that point I was parroting my parents (both of them) seeing that I was the cause of many of their fights (which is absolute bs)... but later it became less of a "wan die to stop being burden to others" and more of a "dont wan this life, just wan die"
you'd be surprised how much can weed surpress desire to end oneself, other drugs not so much, weed very much
but from june to december it was just a metal concert I bought tickets for months in advance that kept me from offing myself, in the meantime I got my hands on very affordable weed and it got me going since
"only" people that ""don't want to die"" seek help, I NEED the option of taking myself out if push cums to shove
>time slips through my fingers like sand, I can't grab onto it because it wasn't real in the first placethink of it like brishing your teef and removing plack
you're doing nothing to strenghten your teef, you're not sharpening them, hell, you're not even exercising your chewing muscles
you clean them, you prevent infection, you prevent the monologues from taking over your life and drowning you whilst atop sit dozens of seperate and distinct personalities you accidentally birthed into existance by not talking to someone other than yourself
>better have strong neck like george fisher than needle neck like them es oh why bois