>>20508522You inherited mental and moral degeneracy from your parents, anon. Raising your family and providing for them is a joy, full stop. Your parents felt as you do, which is why your childhood sucked and you grew into a negative, dour, probably abusive curse on your family and the rest of society.
Your children, if you’re not brave enough to excise yourself from their lives while they’re still young, will probably grow into miserable bugmen like you, too.
You do not belong here.