>>8265286>>8265324Well, I'm not so desperate as to kill myself, thank you.
Also, I'm not drinking or even smoking (in fact, I've only smoked 2 times and drank alcohol 3 times in my entire life, all of these being one-time occasions), so I think I have some opportunities and perspectives ahead.
It's just that it's considerably hard to basically turn the way of life that you've been living in for almost 30 years by 180 degrees in a matter of weeks.
Thanks for the dabs, by the way. Gave me a quick sad chuckle.