>>19504657>fix itit's less about "fixing" something and more about learning about your own nature and then harmonizing with yourself
I eventually got a gf experience and have friends, but I am very autistic so I have come to understand that I am much more at ease and better fit for a solitary bachelor life rather than having to fuss over a wife and kids. The ideation of normie romance is mostly derived from hollywood bullshit anyway, and athough the butterflies are nice and the first time kissing and holding hands is nice, however the practical logistical reality of being in a relationship with a woman is agonizing and arduous and burdensome. Impossibly so if you are an autist.
>having a gf is actually tortureif you force yourself to become a normie as an autist you have an extremely high chance of just forcing yourself into being a failed normie, which is a very sad and frustrating position - this is avoidable by rejecting the inclination to be a normie