>>19662842Fuck I've been feeling the same way for years, I also met a girl and truly thought that was it and she was the one, but again, it was just that and I fell back into the pit of loneliness.
Going into the nature and loosing myself from everyone else for days has always been the only thing that has keeping from offing myself. I see no point in anything anymore, even religion feels empty now, but I can rely on hiking and camping, and overall having a couple of days for myself in the middle of nowhere.
Hope you find the thing that makes you feel good, whether it is music, reading, sport or just simply lay down and chill.
Good luck anon and remember, just forget about other people and concentrate on feeling good