>>990340I have an uncle who is 56, never had a GF, a house or a job. He sits inside playing half life and doom mods on a windows XP PC from 2002 for every second of every day at his mums house.
I know quite a few people that are NEET IRL that are doing much worse than you. It is becoming more and more normal here...
I don't know many people from my school that are not NEET now. It doesn't sound like it is too late for you to stop.