>>4871930I am so deeply ingrained in my own compulsive lies that sometimes I forget I'm lying and I actually believe I did X or Y (this can be both bad and good). This one time at university I got so worked up over having to do a presentation because I have some sort of autistic aversion to public speaking, I tried to drop out under the pretext of falling out of love with my major. Mfw I continue to study but have tricked myself into hating the one thing I was good at
