>>16834805youre out of your mind bro. i bet you have never got punched. i bet you have never been locked up in a 2m^3 poor people apartment. keep coping. i wonder why anons despise LGBT pronoun thing but believe in the concept of self esteem. wtf is self esteem. it's just a form of delusion. youre worth what others think youre worth, just like your gender is what others think your gender is. how do i know what others think im worth? money. i lost $300k. i dont worth anything anymore. i dont delude myself. i vill take meds, i vill get productive, i vill make money, i vill be happy. i used to say those things but im not sure im capable of it anymore. i feel like deluding myself using quote unquote self esteem is only choice i have but i dont wanna do it
