>>17571995>>17571968Have you considered that you want to finish the job as an extreme form of self-mutilation? As though you were doing so as part of a demand for acceptance that you were not granted at the moment of birth with regards to your genitals? So now you are compelled to larp as a Woman as a form of escapism but also because it give you an avenue to express your resentment towards Mother and Father figures for not protecting you from having been the victim of a horrendous sexual-assault? While you see children as an expression of the innocence that was stolen from you and wish to impose upon them both as a reenactment with yourself taking on the role of an empowered agency but also out of a thought process that equates sexually violating them as a means of soothing yourself because they have probably been or will be hurt that way anyway. So why not do it yourself?
