>>18036203i honestly think that the problems of schizophrenia only come from the social stigma against it. the patients therefore wage war against their condition, thinking that they need to achieve stasis, become normal in society's eyes, but only it's when they stop struggling against it, do they learn to channel that power into something positive.
>>18036216genuinely, no, and even if i did, it'd still be fucked up the way society would prejudice against me, but i guess it's just the way things are. i don't know what they can tell is different about me, as i have no physical deformalities, and i've spent a lot of time just studying how to be normal because i wanted to fit in like everyone else. there are compassionate souls out there that do not look at me like i'm different though. they're usually women i do not consider as potential mates, and they treat me like i'm actually human.