>>12239044understanding God's will and how this world functions is quite difficult. One of my all time favorite interpretations is from Leo Tolstoy's Confession and his description of the dream.
It can be interpreted in many ways, but the one I prefer is that we attempt to fix our lives ourselves with often dubious results. However once you reach acceptance and guidance of God life suddenly becomes surprisingly clear and most importantly easier to accept. This is why I pray every night and openly place my life and that of my family in his hands.