>>17906853It's truly miserable to be wishing for death and to conclude the only good exit from this world is a quick one yet remain in it, observing, engaging, continuously, until either something snaps or it is brought naturally, over the course and passing of time.
>>17906854You have no power here, and you are not proving anything other than your own impotency.
Leave.
>>17906856Is God evil because he doesn't "let you" die in a world where you're free to kill yourself at any point in time, however you want?
If you could perceive it, you'd be scared more of your own freedom than the mental chains you seem to love to wrap around yourself. Although in this, we aren't much different, even if the circumstances differ.
