>>13399269If I'm brutally honest, I don't actually fit in with the locals - too edgy and weird. I don't talk and enjoy the things they seem to enjoy and talk about. People are boring and needy, and those who aren't, eventually drop me because I'm too boring.
So, I've accepted that reality as well, which is: forever alone. On paper that sounds sad etc. but it's not. It's only sad when you compare it to the F.R.I.E.N.D.S fantasy people have in their heads.