>>9192491Sounds like your approaching mid twenties, and your parents are getting tired of your loser ass shit and are kicking you to the curb. Sucks, but it's what happens. Your best bet is to hop on a greyhound somewhere warm in the country, stay in a hostel or homeless shelter, and proceed to work your ass off at minimum wage jobs and begin to scale your life from there. At one point in my life, I hit rock bottom, and all I had was a backpack with clothes and my ID. I slept in the woods and worked at minimum wage jobs, ate canned food & pb sandwiches, and saved my measily $60 in earnings a day to afford to rent a room. Upon doing that, and walking 1-3 miles to work, I ended up saving enough for a vehicle, once I found a vehicle - I found a high paying trade job. From there the progression out of the gutter just got better.
If you are incapable of getting back on your feet, there's no harm in killing yourself. Just do a hard reboot on life and hope for the best. Hopefully you won't be reincarnated as a third world peasant cleaning sewers, melting computer parts for precious metals, or making dildos in some factory in mexico.
GLTU Anon, Hope you're able to get your shit together. Sounds like you got a defeatist victim mentality going on, and honestly you need to man the fuck up because no one cares. The only person that's going to care about you - is you.
