>>508359I'm kinda ugly but I guess I could post a mild picture. I used to be more puffy, fitstula, but here is before I stopped due to the ulcer. Not that it proves anything, i'm just here for ther you's.
It's kind of virginistic but it still shows that I was into it. But whatever.
But yeah, not blue, but it is there, me nearly turning inside out. And this isn't my prime, of course, earlier in life it was way better, even before the blue, I liked it so much more, when I was actually kind of pretty.
>>508373>>508395If you don't want the stinging searing pain you have to back up and stick in it in a kind of flowing motion. You edge it in, so the edges of your skin don't tear, regardelss of how big it is, on a mircroscoptic level you can go several inches wide even on your first day, so long as you are streched on that microsopic level, evenly, lest you want a tear, a fissure. I've had many, but they never bothered me. I was inpatient to go bigger so I just ripped myself open, about ten or so fissures at once, as i gave in to it all, the things that I at first hated that I became addicted to. Because I should have hated it, but ended up loving what I hated. I know that this is called masochism, but when you actually go through it it does seem like it.
Sorry that I'm posting something ulgy by the by. I should have left this up to role play.
