>>4129978I did , tough but worth it.
Got very sociable, confident and really /fit/. Invited to parties, always out, going to graduate in engineering soon, but the more you have and the more free time you have, you realize everything material will pass away.
I did the clubbing life, volunteer life, it's all.meaningless when I was an atheist.
Used to play Vidya as well, I have no desire for it now. The only thing that keeps me going, keeps me working out, is to be a light in the world to fufill the Great Commission of Jesus Christ.
Going to be a missionary as well.
People can change anon, there is good advice on 4chan if you look for it.