>>6572118The girls I've dated were WAYYY too into the idea of me being the domineering alpha that I think if I even let on that I had a slightly vulnerable side, they'd have dumped me. You have to realize that really have trouble seeing myself as anything but my "manly" self and I think that's my only appeal to women. Remember the bit about me having low esteem. I actually did try it with a girl I was seeing briefly and I don't know if it was because I sprung it on her too quickly or if it was because, as I suspected, this aspect of myself is a huge turn-off for women. It also felt really fucking forced and weird. I guess partially because she thought I was going for "femdom" and not /gfd/ /rr/ /ss/ type stuff.
I know myself well enough to know what women like about me. I know what it is I do and how to carry myself and their response to it. So yeah...
I guess this is what those trans faggots feel. But there is no such thing as trans shota and if there were, I wouldn't do it. Just gotta be the best man I can be.
And powerfucking a girl with her arms pinned or pulled behind her isn't bad. Not really my thing but it's alright.
